Saturday, January 8, 2011

Living a new life..

One thing I have always wanted to do..
Move to a new place where no one knows me and just start over.
My high school reminds me of one of those small towns on all those movies.
Everybody knows you and everyone knows wayyy to much about each other:)
I think it would be fun just for the fact of seeing how ppl are outside of this place.
Don't get me wrong.
I Looovve Love Love Utah.
But I almost wish that ppl here were more able to practice what the preach.
I go to church on Sunday and get confused by the ppl I see...
it seems like only 10 hours before (Saturday night)
These were not the same ppl.
Its gotten so bad that if you bring up religious views outside of a church setting ppl get embarrassed.
Why?
Isn't your religion suppose to be your rock?
The bases of your life?
If somethings your religion then it should mean the world to you.
I love all my friends but my religion means more to me than any of their opinions.
If your going to be a part of something than own it.
No one cares what you do.. I believe ppl can think what they want.
Im not here to judge. But someone that believes in something and is afraid to show it..
well, I lose all respect for that person.
Life is hard. But I've learned that doing what I know is right has made it a whole lot easier.
I'm not scared of being judged. Because those that judge me.. Do it so they wont be judged.
If your really okay with yourself then you seek to understand.. not seek to place judgment.
I know I've had problems in my life. But that's just what it is.
A problem in MY life.
Others don't need to be involved because their personal things.
When I got to the point where I was working to be better for myself.
That's when I found my personal happiness:)

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