Come What May, & Love it.

Its so difficult for me not to get all caught up in all the craziness of everyday life. Im trying really hard to remember what matters most right now. I have friends and family and plenty of people around me that I love but regardless of how much I love some one.. Their not always going to treat me right. People are mean. People are cruel. and They do everything possible to wreck you. All you can do is do your best. I haven't done my best.. I've been mean and snobby and ignorant and I want to say sorry to myself as well as others I have hurt. I never mean to offend or hurt anyone. I hate the way kids are treated at school. High school kids are cruel and mean and vicious. Rather then get angry I've decided to just retreat. I refuse to hang out with most kids I use to be in contact with only because I dont agree with alot that they do and say. They are disrespectful and degrading. I feel like im stuck in my own mind because there is absolutely no one I can trust. Ppl are going to talk. Its normal. But if I dont say something then I will explode and Im not quite sure which is better.. Even my family doesn't get it. They dont care about my "insignificant High School problems." why should they? I dont really care about some of theirs. I think what I have decided is to just live. Be smart about my decisions. Be nice regardless of others. And think better of other ppl. The End