Can you reach a point were you wont be content with anything? I think I may have reached that point.. Everyone worries so much about what other people are thinking and doing.. I don't care. If someone isn't with me yeah of course I wish they were with me and choose to be with me over some other girl but I never care who their with cause if they aren't with me then that's a disappointment all in its self. Im kind of crazy about this one particular boy right now and he's great:) But the sad part is that I feel like I don't allow myself to fall for him.. or anyone for that matter because my head just assumes that no boy can be faithful.. Sure I've dated scum but my whole life I've seen my dad and moms relationship and he is 100% faithful to her. So why do I question every one else.. You know why. Cause my dad is 1 in a million. And for some reason im attracted to scum. DUMB...