Life... Be good to me please.

There are plenty of times I miss where life was easy....er (easier):
Before I knew how cruel girls can be to each other..
Before I felt a close friends betrayal...
When being in a relationships defined the fact the "We hold hands exclusively" ..& that's it.
Before Id felt the pain of a boyfriend cheating..
Before I saw how low someone would stoop to get what they want..
Before I found out how hard egg is to get off your drive way..
Before I realized that ppl lie..
Before I had to comfort a friend who's dad just died suddenly..
When my sister actually talked to me..
Before I had to give up what I love just because it felt right...
Before I realized that your not the center of everyone life (That one was hard)
Before I realized that ppl leave..
Before I met half the ppl that drive me crazy..
Before I realized that my parents arnt super hero's..
When I realized that I have to actually work out so I don't get fat..
When life was simple...

But life isn't simple now... the only good side is the way I have learned to handle everything bad that comes my way. Im basically invincible now:) Why?? Because I've learned something the past few years.. and it is that that ppl you love WILL hurt you... but there are 3 types of hurt.. someone will hurt you because they hate you, because they don't care, or because they love you but they don't know how to show it. Life Is easy until you add all the other ppls lives to it... That's why... Take The Hurt.. forgive it.. but never forget about it..
I wish life were as simple as it is on this blog..
If only everyone lived by the same rules as me..
I really wonder sometimes if there is a guy out there that isn't completely sketchy..

Can one experience change your view on ppl for the rest of your life?
I think it can.

So life.. be good to me please because I cant take anymore heartbreak.. High school basically drained me.. I miss all the ppl a use to know.. I see the same faces now.. but none of the same ppl are in there.. what happened?